Last week Ryan and I watched the new Alice in Wonderland. It was so beautifully creative and inspiring and there is one part I cannot get out of my head. I don't even remember the context. I think Alice was refusing to do something, or too afraid to do something? Anyway, the Mad Hatter looked at the grown-up Alice and said...
"You're not the same as you were before. You used to be much more...muchier. You've lost your muchness."
I feel that. I feel different than I was before. It's not just losing the babies or being busy with the babies I have now. I've become apathetic in so many areas...exercise, house-keeping, working on my relationships [especially my relationship with God].
I've lost my muchness.
It's time to get it back.