I know I need to let go of this guilt. It doesn't accomplish anything. And as Sylas gets older, we'll be apart more and more. There will be school and friends birthday parties and summer camp. I can't hover over him every moment. This letting go is inevitable. But my heart is fighting it.
Anyone else think being a mom is hard?
Sy has been lethargic and feverish since Wednesday evening. Thankfully with pain relievers, we've been able to keep his fever from spiking, and in turn avoiding more seizures, but I'm ready for him to feel better. Like he felt last Saturday.
Please, oh, please. Get better soon, Bug.