As I continue to write our story, I'm realizing it's too long and too difficult for it all to be one post. I'm going to post "Part 1" soon and continue posting our story as I am able. Thank you to all who left such kind and encouraging comments. I feel so "lifted up."
Hi Friends. I know that many of you have followed our story and have been praying for us since the beginning. At the same time, there are those of you who are new to the blog and really have no idea who we are. For you (and for myself) I'm putting together a post that tells our story from the beginning.
I didn't think it would be so difficult.
I sit at the keyboard and my hands seem frozen in grief. It's not that I haven't thought about moments from the past 2 plus year, but thinking about everything that happened in such detail is tough. I still have so many moments of "what if" and so many days when I feel guilty and as though I didn't do enough for my babies. I really want to write this story. I think it's an important part of healing and moving forward, but sometimes it's easier to be stagnant.